The truth about me
Guo Feng is not patient and he is not kind.
Guo Feng does envy, does boast and is proud.
Guo Feng is rude (at times), self-seeking, is easily angered and he keeps record of wrongs.
Guo Feng does delight in evil (at times) but does not always rejoices with the truth.
Guo Feng does not always protects/trusts/hopes/perseveres.
BUT...Guo Feng knows Jesus and Jesus is all of that he isn't.
With Jesus, Guo Feng can change all that.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
-2:07 AM
Yes, I know...i am a Christian called to be a student...not the other way arnd...
sometimes, i can't help but grumble at the whole load of things in front of me right now...
adapting to a new CG...
serving in the sound ministry...
starting sch soon...so sch work is gonna be on my mind too...
fussing and getting headaches abt wanting to help a sheep to come back to God...
really hope to see a sec sch fren to experience God again...
have this burden for my course mates...i wanna win SPMS for Jesus...how am i suppose to go forward frm here?
sowing ain't easy...it gets to a point of frustration
buidling up brothers in the uni district...we need to all grow!
impact the uni ministry...somehow...
yea...it's so easy to wallow in self-pity...boo-hoo no one's with me in this fight...blah blah blah...which i got myself into last week...bleh...sick...i m sick of myself...whiny prick!
anw...all i can say now is...
God...i need ur intervention!
without You, i am so dead...seriously...
pls pls pls...show me a way somehow...i beg of You!
i dun jus wanna give up like that...ugh.
sometimes...i jus wanna scream...
"GOD...HELP ME!"
