Walking right...

2009-02-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

new site!

2009-02-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

"A thousand times I've failed

Still your mercy remains

And should I stumble again

Still I'm caught in your grace"

Your grace is truly amazing.

I am on the verge of giving up in this race, but yet You hold on to me.

I have failed You - as an armour bearer to my leaders, a mentor to

my sheeps, a salt and light in my sphere of influence or just the son I am suppose to be.

If You were to release my report card today, how would my score be like?

You signed it off as your failure because You have gone to the cross to take it all.

I am truly grateful!

2009-02-15T01:04:00.005+08:00

V-day, a tribute to friends.

Mr TY, a market analysis for SIA.

Thank you for being such a great influence in my life for the advice and willingness to share your life with me!

It's not easy on your part and I want to say that you've been great.

I don't know what else to say, but I hope to be a good armour bearer for you.

Mr. VW, a first year real estate major.

Thank you for bring a great friend and listening ear.

It seems that we always have things to talk about and I think we shld talk crap more often!

Even though we are in different schools, but we always seem to end up together.

Thanks for the great friendship and I truly cherish the brotherhood between us.

Ms. OHS, a soon-to-be grad student.

Yes, I must say you are one of the most irritating person I have to work with!

Your tone always never seem to sound encouraging and I am always scolded.

But, I must say that you choose to provide the correct advice and speak the truth.

Ms. ES, a second year communications major.

Thanks for a fellow core team member and a great pillar of support to me & the caregroup.

I truly enjoy serving with you and I can truly see that you have a strong conviction for God.

Continue to not compromise for His sake and be an influence for your peers in WKWSCI.

Also, come to the HQ more often pls! I don't wish to be a lonely soul there!!

Mr. ASTS, a second year mechanical engine major.

Thanks for being such a great physics tution teacher and a source of strength for me in the caregroup.

I am truly encouraged by your efforts put in and God sees your heart too!

Continue to make sense of your faith and be such a shining light amongst your peers in MAE.

Jiayou!! I hope to see you undertaking a more active role in the Kingdom of God!

Mr. CWB, a third year aerospace engine major.

WOW! I am truly thankful and grateful for the turnaround in your life.

Thanks for being a source of support and a great bro-in-Christ!

I must say that God is truly working in your life right now, so continue to grow in Him and with Him.

Ms. YQY, a second year communications major with a minor in biz.

Thanks for bring much fun and laughter to the caregroup.

Continue to mature in Christ and He will do great things through you.

Your persevering heart will bring you far!

Ms. CMJ, a final year biz student.

Thank God for your serving spirit.

You have much to offer to God and He will definitely use you greatly.

So don't look down on yourself as the King of Kings believes in you!

Ms. AXH, a final year computer engine student.

Your silent support in the caregroup and your presence is much undervalued.

Just want to say that you will not be forgotten, because you have been making God your priority.

Be strong and courageous, God is awaiting to use you for greater tasks.

Ms. TKM, a first year chemistry major.

The newest addition to the caregroup.

I want to affirm you for taking this plunge of faith and I can really see that you are maturing in God.

Continue to grow day by day, God will reveal His plans for you real soon!

Mr. MS, a second year fine arts major in NIE.

A great friend to talk to and one which great talents as well.

I know coming to this new ministry has not been easy, but know that God will see you through every single season of your life.

Mr. SK, first year biz major.

A friend that I have know since our army days and one with a talent for crapping.

I know it's not an easy walk for you so far and I want to affirm you for sticking through with God.

Continue to seek His face, have faith and conquer your doubts.

Also, know that you are not in this race alone, we are all here with you till the end.

Ms. TG, first year biz major.

An awesome friend and excellent listener.

Thank you for taking all the crap I have thrown at you so far.

We have know each other for barely a year but yet we have gone through much.

You cannot discount the fact that you have been such a true and real friend.

We may have drifted in distance but God has preserved this friendship.

Mr. NCW, a first year physics major.

Thanks for allowing me to be part of your life.

Although it wasn't much that we have shared, but I truly thank you for your spirit.

Continue to serve him and know that He adds to you more and more each day.

Ms. SQP, a first year biz major.

It was a privilege to have share a part of my life with you, even though it was short.

You truly have a great spirit for God and continue to seek His face.

You may be pleasantly surprised by Him.

Mr. YJH, a second year electrical engine major.

Thanks for being my leader and a great friend.

One that picks me up with your words that speak so aptly into my life.

Your life is truly an inspiration!

Win the world for Him!

Mr. LJL, a first year arts and social science undergraduate.

Thanks for being a mentor and a friend.

You are one that literally lays his life down for his sheep.

Continue to lead a life that exudes Christ!

Ms. TRX, a third year aerospace engine major.

Thanks for being a leader in God's kingdom.

Also, for your encouraging words and affirmation.

Continue to follow after Him.

Ms. TSH, a final year maths major in NIE.

Thanks for being an advisor and a great and bubbly sister-in-Christ.

I am truly blessed by your presence in NYC!

So much more people to affirm, but I can't seem to say more.

I just wanna thank each and everyone of you for your lives.

God has place all of you around me for a reason.

Thank God for each and everyone of you!

2009-02-13T01:38:00.003+08:00

Me: Hey! What is it that You truly want?

God: I do not need anything from you, really.

Me: I don't know what to do anymore.

God: Why do you keep thinking that you have to do things?

Don't you know that I really don't care about what you can do for me?

Me: What do You mean? I am like so chui right now, can't You see?

God: Really? You think you're chui? Think about your CG, fellow brothers and sisters.

Is there really nothing you can give thanks for? Look closely...

You always wanted to give up, but have you ever give it up and why not?

You feel that you don't feel encouraged, but have you gone to the point where no

words was uttered to you? Don't you realise that you are thinking more of what you

need to do than who you're serving? Can't you see that I don't care about what you

do because I love you the way you are and nothing you do can change that?

2009-02-08T01:48:00.005+08:00

Ephesians 4:11-13
It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.

Some may be talented and skilled in certain areas.

Some are given the gift of the gap.

Some are people-oriented.

There are the flashy ones.

There are the ones with substance.

There are the silent supports.

There are those who seem to counsel.

The Cristiano Ronaldos....every team needs a star-studded player

The Paul Scholes....every team needs a player that is contributes with his skills

The Darren Fletchers...every team needs a willing player

The John O'Sheas....every team needs a Jack-of-all-trades

2009-01-19T18:21:00.003+08:00

Ecclesiastes 3:1-11

A Time for Everything

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
What does the worker gain from his toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on men. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

Yes, I kinda felt left out but yet I know I am not ready for it.
I must come to realise that it is not a race between me and my peers, but a battle with the evil one for the souls of men.
I feel tired, because the efforts in the past few months was put in due to a desire to climb higher and fruits doesn't seem to come. My answer to You now is "I GIVE UP!", I am giving up this desire to rise up and it doesn't to matter anymore whether I get to have a chance to lead. I want to have this renewed desire to serve and not caring whether there's fruits or not.

I am open to You, please come in.
I am nothing without You.

2009-01-18T02:48:00.001+08:00

Proverbs 14:30

A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.

2009-01-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

我不能在当温室里的小花了！

2009-01-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

I am starting to realise that you guys mean so much to me.
Your lives are at stake, but yet I can't seem to do anything about it.
I feel sad no being able to be the insider, the one to assist you in this race.
I don't wish to be the outsider that sees what's going on and not being able to do anything.
I see so much promise in the your eyes, He sees much more than that.
Father, can You please turn their lives around...please?
Everything is still in Your hands, I am sure of it.
Guide me somehow, so that I can be of help.

2009-01-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

I want to live like there's no tomorrow

...to know that You are coming again.

I want to dance like no one's around
...to not care about what others think, to live for the audience of one

I want to sing like nobody's listening
...to praise and be thankful even if situations seem bleak

Before I lay my body down

...to surrender my all to You

I want to give like I have plenty
...to know that Your grace is more than enough for me to go on

I want to love like I'm not afraid
...to forget the hurts by man, to keep no records of wrongs

I want to be the man I was meant to be

...to fulfill the potential You've given

I want to be the way I was made

...to live according to how You planned it

2009-01-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

Your testings reveals the ugliness, the most disgusting side of me...

Yet You continue to turn up the heat, this is Your way of saying, "Not yet my child..."

I want to give it all up, into Your hands, because I know I cannot face all these alone.

I cannot look at the world and forget about You.

I want to seek Your approval in all things I do, because it's all because of You that I started this race and to run this race in Your timing, not mine.

I want to understand You and not let my feelings/emotions take charge.

"I hope to lose myself for good

I hope to find it in the end

Not in me, but in You."

- You by Switchfoot

2009-01-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Giving it all up.

pride.

dreams.

goals.

expectations.

will.

2008-12-30T01:34:00.002+08:00

Running to You.

I need Your guidance to solve this "larger-than-life" problem.

We can't sweep it under the carpet any longer.

Confronting it and be serious about it.

If I hold it all inside, I am afraid I will explode.

2008-12-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

Pieces.

In tatters.

Fix it...would You just fix it...please?

I can't seem to do things anymore.

Carry us through this...will You?

2008-12-27T02:08:00.000+08:00

Question to self:

Leader of men or Prophet of God?

2008-12-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

went to watch this @ Sinema Old School yesterday
discovered that there's actually a place that do screen local movies! will be making a trip there again soon...

anw...the movie was great...
the plot was good and the overall setup of the film was simple...
more importantly, something that struck me was - isn't it much more simple to speak the truth at times?

2008-12-03T13:07:00.002+08:00

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day

2008-12-03T00:11:00.003+08:00

How to lose friends and alienate people.

maybe sometimes putting too much trust in the person's ability to take what you are about to say can be a really bad thing.
Tell me about it...

Sometimes, battles must be fought alone, so i guess i have suck it up and brave the storm with God.

Psalm 102:2
Do not hide your face from me
when I am in distress.
Turn your ear to me;
when I call, answer me quickly.

2008-11-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

Alexander Mikhaylovich Zaytsev
Henry Gilman
Francois Grignard

These guys make organic chemistry a tad the more difficult.

2008-11-20T20:41:00.001+08:00

Thank God for the Henderson-Hasselbalch Equation!

2008-11-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

The sun and moon and every star
Are there to show me who You are
I can be sure Your fingerprints
Are everywhere

My every move, my every breath
Were meant to point to Your greatness
There's nothing made that was not made
To show Your power

yup...show me Your greatness through my studies
show me the rationale behind every single of your creation!

2008-11-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

"...and the Examiners just got a DOUBLE KILL!!"
yup...CBC111 didn't go well too...
you could have the best possible preparation for the exam and yet you wouldn't be able to score...due to the fact that many of the qns are not even seen before!
i m okay with it i guess...just hope that the curve swings my way...

2008-11-13T15:58:00.002+08:00

不要打包就好了...

the exams season has just started and the examiners have taken the lead!
shooting down...ONE...NO TWO...THREE!!! candidates in a row!

as you can see MAS181 (calculus) didn't go all that well...
yes...i did the best that i cld...and i guess it wasn't good enough eh?
the numbers on my degree audit ain't gonna look nice come december...
hmm...i guess all i do is to trust that You are guiding me somewhere...
"a change of course perhaps?? or even a change of school...(yea...i can hear nanyang poly calling me right now...)" - okok...i m not gonna entertain those thots for now...we shall see how things go come december...

2008-11-05T02:38:00.004+08:00

21

it is the eighth number in the fibonacci sequence
it is the legal age to be considered an adult in the republic of singapore.

BUT what does it really mean to turn 21?
does it really mean as the clocks turn to 12 on 5th november 2008, i will really "transform" into an adult??
it is by nature that we would grow old, but it takes a choice to grow up.
as i turned 21, i really want to discover what it means to head into adulthood.
it's not easy and it will suck along the way...
but HECK, i have God with me - every step of the way!
so i will run and not forget who and why i am running for.

2008-10-12T01:17:00.004+08:00

things i need the most right now.
- faith
- patience
- gratefulness
- wisdom

things i need to realise right now
- it's a choice to be positive. just that with God, the choice is much easier.
- it is about others, not me

2008-10-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

ALIEN

2008-10-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

James 1:12
Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

2008-09-30T13:22:00.002+08:00

I know...
I must be patient and let You work...

But sometimes I just can't stand it, how people take things of You so lightly.
They have said they wanted to do something about it, but it seems like it was only words.
Please move in them and me as well.
Help me see Your perspective and see You moving amongst the storm.

2008-09-21T23:37:00.004+08:00

http://allm92.wordpress.com/2007/11/18/626/
it is summed up so appropriately in the post...

God, pruning is so painful and i just want to give up on it
the process is just so hard, not easy and definitely sucks
Seems like it doesn't rain, but it pours
However, I must know that You will be the one who will pull me through the storm

2008-09-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

The world seems so attractive at times....
But NO...i want to turn away....
Yet...

2008-09-10T23:54:00.001+08:00

It's all for Your glory!
may CBC121 bring You glory!
I commit this to You....
In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray
Amen!

2008-09-10T23:15:00.001+08:00

God! You moved!
It might not be much, but it certainly is a breakthrough of some sort!
Let's hope there's more to come!!!

2008-09-10T12:31:00.003+08:00

1 step forward and 2 steps back...
Am I the only one seeing these things?

2008-09-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just wanna give up on it
BUT i know if i did, who else would be the one who would pick it up?

i don't ask for much actually
i just hope that it becomes a place where people can share life
i am hoping that it is a place we can enjoy the company of one another
i don't want it to be just times where we spend time talking nonsense but really deep and meaningful sharing
am i asking too much?

i am trapped.
God, may Your breakthrough come, QUICK!

2008-09-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

Was on my way back to hall and I met this kid on his father's lap...
He was asking his dad (rather loudly) about how would Jesus bring everyone to heaven...
Then, he said "I guess Jesus has really strong arms to carry everyone up there, or that everyone can use him as a ladder to climb up to heaven!"
To the average passer-by, his ramblings might seem foolish and just a child talking about things in his child-like perspective.
I guess others might just pass it off as a child rambling...to me, I guess that kid is the wisest person on the bus. He knows Jesus at such a young age and many others who are much older do not even want to have anything to do with Christ!

1 Cor 1:27a
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise

2008-08-28T01:47:00.004+08:00

I pray this for myself:
I don't wanna lose myself in this stupid rat race and this paper chase.
I must not forsake my birthright, SPMS is my home ground and it mine to lead.
I want to be the link for people to find answers in science.

Hebrews 12:16
See that no one is sexually immoral, or is godless like Esau, who for a single meal sold his inheritance rights as the oldest son.

I pray this for the College of Science:
People may see God in things they see and do.
May theirs hearts be open to hear the word of God.

Roman 10:14-15
"How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!"

I pray this for my ministry:
It's not about saying "God, here I am, send me!"
But more of "God, send me and now I am here, urge me on so that I will not give up"

James 1:4
Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

2008-08-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

Job 14:14
If a man dies, will he live again?
All the days of my hard service
I will wait for my renewal to come.

2008-08-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

The Exam-smart Generation...

3 weeks into my uni life...some observations i have made...
Singaporean students are too exam smart for their own good...
Whenever a lecturer drifts a bit off from the lecture notes, they switch off...
For example, "you will get to this in more detail in year 2...."
People start to give the "i shall not bother about this" look...

At the end of the day, a university education is not about the exams.
It's about the skills you learn, and passing the exams should come naturally.
I should be glad that the Prof. decides to share his expertise so openly...
I should be glad that my profs are from different lands, even though it takes an extra effort on my part to undertand their accents.
I should know that it is by discipline that people can achieve.
I should be willing to learn and only through that can I do well.

2008-08-19T01:21:00.001+08:00

"never lose my idealism to realism..."

the words struck like a brick into my head, i woke up...

2008-08-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

was pondering about certain comments made on the ride back to hall...

well...is it that i m not forceful enough?
I guess not...just that sometimes things are not as easy as it seems
it is difficult to strike a balance between being forceful in pushing our point across and the need to obey & support our leaders...
the dynamics differs from group to group...i can't just put my point across that easily
also, changes need to be made - I agree
HOWEVER...changes don't happen overnight, it takes patience and yes i m getting weary too...it doesn't just take conviction to push across change but i need to live out the change too or else how can others be convinced of it?

2008-08-12T23:05:00.001+08:00

"The test for a good leader is not to lead a group that is doing well and growing. The hallmark of a good leader is the ability to lead a group that is stagnant and needs grooming."
- Jie Hui

2008-08-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

2008-08-12T00:36:00.002+08:00

And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's
In Your hands

Lord, even though I may be dry and I am dreading this lap of the race...
Help me perservere on and remember that You are the one that i am running for...
The race for the crown is not a sprint but a marathon...and You are the water points along the way!

Philippian 3:14
I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

2008-08-08T00:43:00.002+08:00

I am dry...
I was really tempted to walk out just now...but i didn't..WHY?

I guess it is because it is not easy to give up something u really
value and you know that more can be done. I desired to be refreshed,
yet I ended up dry. I need Your answer, please show me Your way.

2008-08-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

My eyes are ever on the LORD,
for only he will release my feet from the snare
Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart have multiplied;
free me from my anguish.
Psalm 25:15-17

Sometimes i feel as though i am the only one in this fight
and no one else understands my burdens and fears. I just want
to run to God right now, because only He can have the answers
to all the unknowns and only He can fill me up once again...
I want to be refreshed and renewed...

2008-08-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

man..school's starting and i am so not ready for it...
so many things are happening and i think i really need to take a breather...
God please see me through this week...i pray that i will be able to get through it with Your strength!

2008-07-29T02:07:00.002+08:00

Yes, I know...i am a Christian called to be a student...not the other way arnd...
sometimes, i can't help but grumble at the whole load of things in front of me right now...

adapting to a new CG...
serving in the sound ministry...
starting sch soon...so sch work is gonna be on my mind too...
fussing and getting headaches abt wanting to help a sheep to come back to God...
really hope to see a sec sch fren to experience God again...
have this burden for my course mates...i wanna win SPMS for Jesus...how am i suppose to go forward frm here?
sowing ain't easy...it gets to a point of frustration
buidling up brothers in the uni district...we need to all grow!
impact the uni ministry...somehow...

yea...it's so easy to wallow in self-pity...boo-hoo no one's with me in this fight...blah blah blah...which i got myself into last week...bleh...sick...i m sick of myself...whiny prick!

anw...all i can say now is...
God...i need ur intervention!
without You, i am so dead...seriously...
pls pls pls...show me a way somehow...i beg of You!
i dun jus wanna give up like that...ugh.

sometimes...i jus wanna scream...
"GOD...HELP ME!"

2008-07-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hillsong - Desert Song

VERSE 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

VERSE 2:
This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS:

And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

VERSE 3:
This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

BRIDGE:

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

VERSE 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

I LOVE THIS SONG!!
wow...wad a wonderful song from the new hillsong album...
really ministered to me!!

2008-07-04T01:07:00.004+08:00

The Truth About Freedom

Was pondering about the real meaning of freedom in the name of Jesus on the train today...
I guess it was due to a song by Planetshakers that popped into my iPod...

As believers of Jesus, we are told that we are free from the chains and bondages of sin.
We are free from the many worries of the world, but it doesn't mean a worry-less life.
It doesn't mean that by being a Christian, I will no longer have troubles, sickness, pain, etc.
We always hear pastors saying we are free from such and such things...so why are we still not living the trouble-free life we've been waiting for??

I guess it all boils down to how we have misinterpreted the true meaning of freedom...
Freedom from pain (for example) does not mean the absence of it.
Just like how freedom from sin does not mean the absence of it.
True freedom means that we are no longer bugged down by it, we no longer feel powerless by it. It means that even it comes back to haunt us, we can no longer be haunted by it because we can face it straight and with courage because we have Christ. It provides us with this hope to face with Him and not alone.
We have Christ that has come before us and fight this battle for us on our behalf!!

Deuteronomy 20:4
"For the LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory."

2008-06-30T00:33:00.003+08:00

Pencil marks on a wall, I wasn't always this tall
You scattered some monsters from beneath my bed
You watched my team win
You watched my team lose
Watched when my bicycle went down again
And when I was weak, unable to speak
Still I could call You by name
And I said, Elbow Healer, Superhero
Come if You can
You said, I Am

Only sixteen, life is so mean
What kind of curfew is at 10pm?
You saw my mistakes
And watched my heart break
Heard when I swore I'd never love again
And when I was weak, unable to speak
Still I could call You by name
And I said Heartache Healer, Secret Keeper
Be my best friend
And you said, I Am

You saw me wear white by pale candlelight
I said forever to what lies ahead
Two kids and a dream, with kids that can scream
Too much it might seem when it is 2am
And when I am weak, unable to speak
Still I will call You by name
Shepherd, Savior, Pasture Maker
Hold onto my hand
You say, I Am

The winds of change and circumstance blow in and all around us
So we find a foothold that's familiar
And bless the moments that we feel You nearer

When life had begun, I was woven and spun
You let the angels dance around the throne
And who can say when, but they'll dance again
When I am free and finally headed home
I will be weak, unable to speak
Still I will call You by name
Creator, Maker, Life Sustainer
Comforter, Healer, my Redeemer
Lord and King, Beginning and the End

You saw me grow, even before I was born...
Seeing me from a child to the young man I am now...
You were there when I received my 'A' Div medal
You were also there...during those painful defeats...
You were there too....during the age of the raging hormones...
Depressed..emotional...i guess it is Your way of showing that
You are the only way and the perfect love that i truly wanted
I believe that You will still be there throughout all the seasons in my life...
The good...the bad and the ugly
Jesus...You indeed are Lord of all seasons...

2008-06-26T01:02:00.003+08:00

Privileges and Entitlement...

well well...isn't tad a familiar phrase which all the Singaporean males would have heard if u have gone thru NS
this phrase came back to strike me in such a different light today...
it was actually during worship at the sub-d meeting which God reminded me about this...

the world views many things as entitlement...
for example, labour law states that leave of absence is an entitlement...
in our current generation...we view many things as entitlement as well...so we might feel as though we should deserve many of the things and thus we start to take things for granted...
this translate into our Christian walk as well! which is such a dangerous concept...we take praise and worship as an entitlement...in the sense that as Christians we are free to meet and seek God...slowly slowly it becomes routine and we take it for granted

what we don't realise is that many of the things we see as entitlement are privileges granted by God...our Abba Father!
we are carnal...fallen...we don't even deserve to see and meet God face to face...but yet He chose to die so that we can enjoy such simple things such as praising and worshipping Him...reading His word...etc.
so many of the things we view as entitled to us due to our status as His children are actually so precious and came at such a high price!

to quote from a preaching by Ps Sal Sbrena...
"I live in such a way that it doesn't degrade the sacrifice Jesus has made for us on the cross..."

2008-06-22T11:04:00.002+08:00

"The isn't an individual who is not God-gifted, God-blessed, God-ordained and does not have a reason for God to deposit everything inside him..."
- Pastor Sal Sberna

2008-06-21T02:08:00.002+08:00

ok....i m real tired...

Mon...board games challenge
Tues...meeting up the ns guys...get my guitar...dota n movie
Wed...sports meet - unleashed
Thurs...free night...ended up practising guitar...
Fri...sowers' meet

gosh...a packed week and it still not over yet...
luckily i will be ending my job stint which means i will have free time real soon!

2008-06-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

I believe in the sun
Even when it is not shining
I believe in love
Even when I feel it not
I believe in God
Even when He is silent

Quotes from a poem written by a prisioner from a Nazi concentration camp...
God, I sincerely pray that I can have a heart for You like this
I want to cling on to You even when circumstances say otherwise
I want to choose to proclaim Your name and serve You even though i m going thru tough times
Make my heart like that of David...a man after Your own heart

2008-06-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

This question popped into my head last night...

When all is stripped away, who am I?
Can I still call myself a child of God??

2008-06-09T01:02:00.003+08:00

Friendships are most beautiful...
not because we meet each other every week..
or share with each other deeply everyday...
but they are the most beautiful because i know that on your own,
you are serving God with all your might.
and i am serving God with all my might...
along the way when we catch up or cross path once again...
and we both know that each other are still doing well and going strong in the Lord...
that's when friendships are the most satisfying...

WOW...the words of wisdom from my ex-SDL...Mr. Yeo Jie Hui
Really thank God for you!!

2008-06-05T12:07:00.002+08:00

"I'm asking you to believe. Not just in my ability to bring about real change...I'm asking you to believe in yours."
Barack Obama

2008-06-04T10:28:00.001+08:00

For 63 days...they were CG mates
For 63 days...they were soul mates
For 63 days...they followed Christ together

What a wonderful CG!

2008-06-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

God...may You revive the hardened heart...
because only You can do it...

2008-06-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

Jesus...
You've indeed moved in my heart
You've showed me what it really means

"Break my heart for what breaks Yours"

I came
I saw
I will conquer

2008-05-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

one question popped into my mind today:
"what makes me think that God can't??"

2008-05-29T00:49:00.003+08:00

i never thought i can actually feel this way
i guess it really true then...only You can make me feel so...i dunnoe...
a few months back...i will never have imagined that i will be like this...
thank You for entrusting Your plans to me...i pray that i will be able to stick with it all the way!
i approach this with an excitement i never knew...an expectation i never had and a faith i never held

2008-05-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Champions of Europe!!!

The shades of '99 has haunted the fans for 9 years...

Not any more...

The class of 2008 has written history once more, justifying the tag of being the best team in Europe.
Glory Glory Man United!!

2008-05-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

Uni Camp '08...Thanks for the memories...

Wei Long...My UL

The 3 people that matter to me most in my spiritual life right now...Jun Liang (my shepherd), Victor (my SB) and Tracy (my fellow CL.)

The Secret CLM reunites!!

The bestest CG...NYCB4!!

2008-05-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

But though I was initially disappointed at being categorized as an extremist, as I continued to think about the matter I gradually gained a measure of satisfaction from the label. Was not Jesus and extremist for love: "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." Was not Amos an extremist for justice: "Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like am ever-flowing stream." Was not Paul an extremist for the Christian gospel: "I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus." Was not Martin Luther an extremist: "Here I stand; I cannot do otherwise, so help me God." And John Bunyan: "I will stay in jail to the end of my days before I make a butchery of my conscience." And Abraham Lincoln: "This nation cannot survive half slave and half free." And Thomas Jefferson: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal . . . ." So the question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we will be. Will we be extremists for hate or for love? Will we be extremists for the preservation of injustice or for the extension of justice? In that dramatic scene on Calvery's hill three men were crucified. We must never forget that all three were crucified for the same crime -- the crime of extremism. Two were extremists for immorality, and thus fell below their environment. The other, Jesus Christ, was an extremist for love, truth, and goodness, and thereby rose above his environment.

Quoting from A Letter from the Birmingham Jail by Martin Luther King Jr.

2008-05-12T01:09:00.003+08:00

CHAMPIONS!!!
Now for moscow...

2008-05-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

"People do horrible things, but that doesn't mean that they are horrible people."
- Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens

2008-05-10T02:48:00.002+08:00

sense of nostalgia

yearbooks are great way back into the past...
we were young, dumb and innocent.
catholic high....5 yrs on...
公教 oi!
公教 oi!
公教 aim ah!!

2008-05-09T00:06:00.003+08:00

A letter to myself in the near future...

Hey myself of the near future...so how's life?
I know this sounds lame but I would really like to know how's like in NTU for you now?
Remember the vision you set out for NYC in May '08? Wondering how's that coming along?
Deadlines for tutorials and the ever draining schedule of being a uni student weighing you down?
Please remember that you have chosen to follow God and serve Him fully in NYC, don't just give up like that...reignite the fire for God, tad's why I am here - to remind you how YOU need to make a difference in NYC!
You said this yourself - If not me, WHO? If not now, WHEN?
Since you have chosen willingly to run this race, run and finish it strongly! Most importantly, continue to burn for God even in the darkest of nights and the darkest of places. Struggle powerfully!

2008-05-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

was pondering abt the issue at hand and this came back to me:

if not me...who?
if not now...when?

2008-05-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

courage...
wisdom...
anointing...
shall note this down before i forget...

Ps Jeff's sermon left a shockwave in me...

2008-05-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

"I should be dead already... It must be for a reason..."
- Tony Stark

2008-05-01T19:23:00.004+08:00

I saw this kinda depressing tagline on a billboard on my way home...
"You are either on top or....WHO CARES??"
It just goes to reflect the world today, the world tells you so much things that is negative and fills people up with so much negativity and drains us of our belief in something greater...
The world is telling us so much things:
you should not feel good about yourself...you are not good looking enough...
you should be striving for better achievements, better grades...you're just not good enough!

I would tell you on advice...don't heed the advice of this world
they only serve to make you miserable, insecure and lonely

I was tidying up my room tad day and i came across all the piles n piles of cards written by my fellow cg mates, mission team members, ministry pple, leaders, etc.

I saw all those cards and I thought to myself - "I will run this race and I will finish strong, because you guys matter to me. Your belief keeps me going and most importantly God believes in me to be a strong finisher in this race He has set out for me. Jiayou!!"

[Ephesians 4:29]
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

Instead of heeding advice from the world, take advice from Godly men and women as their worlds serves to build you up and not to crush you down. Also, as followers of Christ our words should be building others up as well and you never know how much your words matters in keeping your fellow runners in the race.

P.S. to all who have ever ever written encouragement cards, given me words of wisdom...i sincerely thank you all! We will see each other at the end of this race!!

2008-04-28T00:31:00.001+08:00

If our greatest need
had been information,
God would have sent us an educator.

If our greatest need
had been technology,
God would have sent us a scientist.

If our greatest need
had been money,
God would have sent us an economist.

If our greatest need
had been pleasure,
God would have sent us an entertainer.

But our greatest need
was forgiveness,
so God sent us a Saviour.

2008-04-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

I guess I am easily inspired...
Be it thought invoking song lyrics, infectious speeches, mind stimulating blog posts, etc.
Somehow I feel that I can do something big...
Maybe, just maybe...

2008-04-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

"The stitching that I was practicing just now,
Dr. Toyama doesn't even need thirty seconds to do it.
But no matter how I do it, I can't.
Working alongside Dr. Asada, there was a time when I thought,
'will I be as great as he is one day?' "

"That's true.
Toyama is superb.
His skills alone make him a genius.
At his age, performing an abdominal aorta artificial blood
vessel replacement operation in only 60 minutes, it's unbelievable.
But Asada is even greater than that.
You are just considered a normal person.
If you work hard, you can do slightly better than normal people, I suppose.
However, isn't that enough?"

"Huh?"

"Know one's own limitations.
In other words, understand what you are capable of.
No matter what kind of job it is, the ones who are really supporting the situation,
are the tens, even hundreds of thousands of normal people that are around the genius.
But, the jobs of these normal people are no less significant than that of a genius.
Although it's rather ordinary, it's a special job that belongs to oneself.
It's a job that is unique to that individual.
Only you can be honest with yourself.
You can do that, too. Stick out your chest and stand proudly."

2008-04-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

i was jus considering the question - why do i want to evax to my close ones (esp. my mom and dad)??

I came to know this...
I will never be the perfect son...even if you give me the life span of infinite millenniums...
I will never be able to give them the perfect love...
I will never be able to keep all my promises...there will definitely disappointments...
I will never be able to care for them in all circumstances...
there were times when i cannot forgive them for things they do...

BUT

God can accomplish all!

2008-04-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

Your love’s enough to see the broken hearts
Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart
As the faithful hope in things unseen
You’re enough to see all the things they dream
Come to life

We’re living in the Saviour today
And this day is what we have now
In this moment we have chosen to praise
And it’s changing how we live now

Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

Your love’s enough to see the humbled man
Find the cause of Christ
With his outstretched hands
As the cripple grabs his mat to walk
You’re enough to save him from the pain he bore

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
My life is now secure

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
And in Your hands my future’s brighter

2008-04-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

"Trials, smile! Cos He is saying, I know u can go thru it! Emerge victoriously and You!, Will be at a new lvl of anointing!"

super encouraged!!

2008-03-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

"Fire-in-the-bellies" Leaders

if anyone saw arsenal's pre-match preparation at stamford bridge last night, you might have been inspired by William Gallas pep talk to the players. Although I couldn't hear what he said exactly, but I can see the fire in his eyes and his passion for the game can be felt.

Anyway, speaking about leaders with fire in their bellies...really thank God for all the leaders that I have really seen their fire for God...jiehui...jun liang...daniel...ps shirls
It is these people that ignite the fire for others to continue burning for God...

2008-03-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

Love Song for #1
by Corrinne May

In the twinkling stars that dance like fireflies
In the blushing fruit that hangs upon the vine
In the face of a baby as he forms his first smile
I see You

In the whisper of the wind's soft lullaby
In the laughter and the roar of the rushing tide
In the song of the sparrow as he takes his first flight
I hear You

Why do You hide among the nameless and forgotten?
Why do You walk along these long and forsaken roads?
Calling to me in the hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water Your thirst

So I'll give You my heart and my song
In a world where so much is right
But so much is wrong
Your love is my beginning and I know it won't be too long
Till I see You

Why do You hide among the nameless and forgotten?
Why do You walk along these long and forsaken roads?
Calling to me in the hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water Your thirst

So I'll give You my heart and my song
In a world where so much is right
But so much is wrong
Your love is my beginning and I know it won't be too long
Till I see You
I hear You
I love You

2008-03-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

I can't stand it anymore!!
I can't stand NSFs having meaningless talk in the guard room...
I can't stand NSFs engaging in meaningless relationships to fill their lives up...
I can't stand NSFs smoking and thinking that it is okay to destroy their health like that...
I can't stand NSFs clubbing their weekends/nights out away and getting high & wasted on alcohol...
God, I really dunnoe wad to do...their lives are crying out and I can't seem to do a thing...
I have the key to the answer but it is still up to them to open the door...

2008-03-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

2008-03-16T02:06:00.002+08:00

Getting used to the new Saturday schedule...

trying to get used to the new tertiary service schedule...
waking up late on sat...with time to spare before heading to down for shepherding...a gen acts meeting
finally the service...and dinner with dota after that
the day ended at abt 11 plus...really late eh?

i guess it is how things are gonna be...although waking up late and dota would most probably be replaced by meetings and mugging time in the not so near future...

2008-03-13T02:35:00.002+08:00

all right....have not posted a single post regarding my ORD...so here this goes...
if you really wanna noe...i feel empty...although the time leading up to ORD is great...but once you get the official all-clear and becoming a civilian again...you feel kinda lost...speaking of which, i would need to start a job hunt soon...although i would really like to have time for ministry...hopefully God will have a way out...so that i can accomodate ministry and work
oh yah...attend my first CG of the new intern grp CLs...really anxious and nervous abt leading the grp...seems like there is still lots for me to learn...

hmm...will be doing many things in the remaining days of this first week back into civilian life...
need to head down to ntu to get my ms office software at 8flags...meeting jc frens for kbox...finally CG meetup
friday wld be following peter down to the acer service centre...den recruits cg and hope sem at Bible house
so much things to do!!

Rainbow

2008-03-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

finished watching Water Boys...it's really a good drama...
theme song lyrics...great song too!!

^^~*~*~* 虹 *~*~*~^^
^^~*~*~* Niji *~*~*~^^
^^~*~*~* Rainbow *~*~*~^^

聞いて欲しい歌があるよ
Kiite hoshii uta ga aru yo
When you listen to a desired song,
いつか言いたかった言葉があるよ
Itsuka iita katta kotoba ga aru yo
you'll feed your words.

それは特別なことなんかじゃないんだ
Sore wa tokubetsu na koto nanka janainda
If something is not special
そうそれは難しいことなんかじゃないんだ
Sou sore wa muzukashii koto nanka janainda
it won't be difficult either.

ただ　地図を広げて
Tada chizu o hirogete
If only the map expands,
ただ　風を待ってたんだ　答えもなく
Tada kaze o mattetanda kotae mo naku
if only the wind is waiting, that won't be an answer.

いま僕は行くのさ
Ima boku wa iku no sa
I'm going now..
イメージの向こう側へ　僕の向こうへと
Imeeji no mukou kawa e boku no mukou eto
to the other side of my image, to beyond myself,
さぁ　飛び立とう
Sa tobi tatou
and so fly away.

君が　君だけが　教えてくれたよ
Kimi ga kimi dake ga oshiete kureta yo
You and only you gave me a lesson;
いつまでも色褪せない憧れがあるよ
Itsu mademo iroasenai akogare ga aru yo
never let my aspirations fade.

だから行かなくちゃ
Dakara ikanakucha
Therefore don't leave.
サヨナラのかわりに　君がくれたんだ
Sayonara no kawari ni kimi ga kuretanda
Instead of the good-bye you gave me,
この勇気をくれたんだ
Kono yuuki o kuretanda
I gave you this courage.

ただ　雨に打たれ
Tada ame ni utare
If I'm only beaten by the rain,
ただ　虹を待ってたんだ　疑いもせずに
Tada niji o mattetanda utagai mo sezu ni
instead of feeling doubt, I'll be waiting for the rainbow.

いま僕は行くのさ
Ima boku wa iku nosa
I'm going now..
イメージの向こう側へ　空の向こうへと
Imeeji no mukou kawa e sora no mukou eto
to the other side of my image, to beyond myself,
この翼で
Kono tsubasa de
with this wings.

僕が　いつか風を　追い越せるその時　
Boku ga itsuka kaze o oi koseru sono toki
I'll outstrip a windy day,
僕が　いつか虹を　手に入れるその時
Boku ga itsuka niji o te ni ireru sono toki
I'll obtain a rainbow.
君は笑ってくれるのかな
Kimi wa waratte kureru no kana
I wonder if you laugh,
また逢えるかな
Mata aeru kana
I wonder if I'll meet you again.

ただ　地図を広げて
Tada chizu o hirogete
If only the map expands,
ただ　風を待ってたんだ　答えもなく
Tada kaze o mattetanda kotae mo naku
if only the wind is waiting, that won't be an answer.
いま僕は行くのさ
Ima boku wa iku nosa
I'm going now..
イメージの向こう側へ　僕の向こうへと
Imeeji no mukou kawa e boku no mukou eto
to the other side of my image, to beyond myself.

ただ　雨に打たれ
Tada ame ni utare
If I'm only beaten by the rain,
ただ　虹を待ってたんだ　疑いもせずに
Tada niji o mattetanda utagai mo sezu ni
instead of feeling doubt, I'll be waiting for the rainbow.

いま僕は行くのさ
Ima boku wa iku no sa
I'm going now...
イメージの向こう側へ　君の空へ
Imeeji no mukou kawa e kimi no sora e
to the other side of my image, to your sky,
僕の虹へ　飛び立つのさ
Boku no niji e tobi tatsu nosa
to my rainbow, and so fly away.

2008-03-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

"I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character."
- Martin Luther King Jr.

I want to add to that...
I know that one day, all men will no longer be judge and live in a kingdom of eternity.

2008-02-23T02:45:00.000+08:00

Matt 7:1-2
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."

2007-12-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

Why would anyone want to be atheist?

"The way you are feeling right now is why I have to believe in something bigger than me...because if I didn't, that powerlessness will eat me alive."
- Dr. Preston Burke, fictional character from Grey's Anatomy

I guess things don't turn out the way we think it should be is s sign that we are not as capable as we think we are. It all goes to show that even as we seem to have all things planned out, there is bound to be certain factors that we cannot dictate. All these points to the fact that we are at the mercy of a higher power, a higher power which exist beyond what the human mind can perceive.

If anyone chooses to shut himself off from the knowledge of the existence of the higher power, then he loses hope as there would be a time where situations goes beyond human control. Contrary to popular belief, powerlessness is not a sign of weakness. By believeing in a higher power doesn't mean that you are weak, it actually means that you know of things beyond your limits and control. Acknowledging that fact is a form of courage, but it only means that you know that things go beyond you and you still can't overcome it.

Knowing about God is one thing, knowing God is another. First by acknowledging you can be powerless at times and secondly seeking ways in which you can be empowered in such situations by knowing the factor behind the unknown, only then can you overcome situations in which you feel powerless. This involves an element of faith, which is not taking blind chances. Faith is a calculated step, it is an informed choice because you must first know the reason why you can take that chance. How we know the reason is because we know God, not just as the creator and all powerful one, but also in an intimate relationship as a personal friend.

Thus, through having a personal relationship with God and having faith in Him, an individual can have the ability to overcome things in which might seem to be overpowering him.

2007-12-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you...to get to know Him

Does Anybody Hear Her by Casting Crowns

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

hmmm...u may or may not identify with the lyrics of the song...
you might say you are not running...but in fact you are
running but not in the literal sense -- drowning yourself in drinks/smokes/etc., searching for a lifestyle that you may not even identify with, hiding behind a mask in your social circle, trying so hard to identify with a group of friends that you end up losing yourself, buying things for yourself to fill up that emptiness that you can't seem to fufill...

you can't seem to stand loneliness, no one can...
you seek companionship, but people all will disappoint from time to time
you seek freedom, but ended up being held bondage to things (debts? addiction? habits?)
then, you think to yourself, no one can be trusted so you brace the storms of life youself, but ended up wounded with no one to turn to...

christmas is coming...i don't want you (yes you...whoever that is reading this post) to miss out on this chance to receive to greatest gift ever, which I have done so myself in the christmas of '04
christmas has lost its essence over the years...because people forget the Christ in christmas...i want you to get to know Him this december -- attend church (anyone, may not be the church i belong to..might be your friend's, relative's,whoever)...ask a believer friend about it...anything to find out more about your saviour, and your may just find spending your best christmas ever!

2007-08-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world know believe
Break the strongest fortress
Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
Dreams are what we make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power
Lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Intertwined all across the land
We're all seeds in the maker's hands

--excerpts from Beautiful Seed by Corrinne May

2007-08-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

John-Three-Sixteen

3 words to describe Christianity...
3 words to explain the Bible...
and the 3 most impt words u may ever need to hear...

It just simply explains so much in such a small package...amazing isn't it?
It goes to shows the things God has given to us...that goes to show just how wonderful He is..

1. Love
"For God so loved the world"
These words reveals the love of God for us...the whole of humanity...
It's not just for a single race or ethnic group...but the WHOLE world...
Some might think that you might not be worthy to know Christ...you're WRONG
God loved you...no matter how rotten or downside nasty you picture yourself to be...
To have the creator of the universe...the king of all things that moves and breathes to say He loves you...
He must have seen something in you that is worthy!

2. Sacrifice
"that he gave his one and only Son"
The ultimate sacrifice to save humanity...
Jesus had a choice...He made this choice so that we can have our choice of having to spent eternity with God
By being for us all, He made us new...a clean slate...
and our God is a just God...our sins are paid for by the blood of Christ!
We wouldn't be facing life without God ever again!

3. Promises
"that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
God promises eternal life with Him by choosing to accept Jesus as our personal Lord and Saviour.
However, this is not the only promise He gave. In fact, the whole of the Bible is full of God's promises!
By choosing life with Christ, we are given the divine right to claim such promises from God.
God promised us victory and salvation...it doesn't just apply in the spiritual realm but in the worldly sense as well..
We can claim victory in all and everything we do, because the people of God are people who are victorious!!

2007-06-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

ALL FOR J.C.

the title for today's post is wad my current msn nick is...
well J.C. is the initials of someone impt to me...make a guess...

the NS chalet over the weekend went well..awesome!!
well...was pondering over it...i came to this conclusion...
we chiong...we bugged our frens to come for this...we planned it...
seems like any other chalet...jus tad it is full of NS guys...sounded it gonna be boring...
but the is a God factor in this...we prayed over it...have faith that God will bless the chalet...
you have to be there yourself on sat night to experience the way that pple jus came together...might have taken them some time to get out of their comfort zone...but after tad...we jus seem to click...everything fell into place..PRAISE GOD!!

now...let's move on frm it...moving it a further step...
can't you hear the footsteps of our frens??
they are getting closer to crossing the line of faith...time to take action guys...
rmb...ALL FOR J.C. !!!

2007-06-11T08:56:00.000+08:00

First Frontier...HIT ME HIT ME!!!

2 hours before the hoppies start registering for camp and i m stuck here in stagmont..ARGH!!...God...why can't i just skip this whole COA visit setup...

anw...i m really excited for this camp...expecting lots and lots from God...i know he will be speaking some life changing words in this camp...

Camp Objectives..
1. Fellowship
...wanna get to know the rest of the NS ministry guys better

2. Get refresh
...to get away from the hectic camp mood...and really feel relaxed and refresh in God's presence

3. Hear a word from God personally
...God has been speaking to me throughout the whole of last week...seems that it is gearing up for something real big...

Just moved...

2007-06-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

shifted from my previous blogsite...felt it was time for a change...
well...actually...was going thru the blogs of all the ns ministry guys...realised that my blog lacked a spiritual element...so i want tis blog not jus as an account for my life...an account of my walk with God...so there you have it...a new blog site!!