Tuesday, February 24, 2009
-9:27 PM
new site!
Monday, February 16, 2009
-11:45 PM
"A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace"
Your grace is truly amazing.
I am on the verge of giving up in this race, but yet You hold on to me.
I have failed You - as an armour bearer to my leaders, a mentor to
my sheeps, a salt and light in my sphere of influence or just the son I am suppose to be.
If You were to release my report card today, how would my score be like?
You signed it off as your failure because You have gone to the cross to take it all.
I am truly grateful!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
-1:04 AM
V-day, a tribute to friends.
Mr TY, a market analysis for SIA.
Thank you for being such a great influence in my life for the advice and willingness to share your life with me!
It's not easy on your part and I want to say that you've been great.
I don't know what else to say, but I hope to be a good armour bearer for you.
Mr. VW, a first year real estate major.
Thank you for bring a great friend and listening ear.
It seems that we always have things to talk about and I think we shld talk crap more often!
Even though we are in different schools, but we always seem to end up together.
Thanks for the great friendship and I truly cherish the brotherhood between us.
Ms. OHS, a soon-to-be grad student.
Yes, I must say you are one of the most irritating person I have to work with!
Your tone always never seem to sound encouraging and I am always scolded.
But, I must say that you choose to provide the correct advice and speak the truth.
Ms. ES, a second year communications major.
Thanks for a fellow core team member and a great pillar of support to me & the caregroup.
I truly enjoy serving with you and I can truly see that you have a strong conviction for God.
Continue to not compromise for His sake and be an influence for your peers in WKWSCI.
Also, come to the HQ more often pls! I don't wish to be a lonely soul there!!
Mr. ASTS, a second year mechanical engine major.
Thanks for being such a great physics tution teacher and a source of strength for me in the caregroup.
I am truly encouraged by your efforts put in and God sees your heart too!
Continue to make sense of your faith and be such a shining light amongst your peers in MAE.
Jiayou!! I hope to see you undertaking a more active role in the Kingdom of God!
Mr. CWB, a third year aerospace engine major.
WOW! I am truly thankful and grateful for the turnaround in your life.
Thanks for being a source of support and a great bro-in-Christ!
I must say that God is truly working in your life right now, so continue to grow in Him and with Him.
Ms. YQY, a second year communications major with a minor in biz.
Thanks for bring much fun and laughter to the caregroup.
Continue to mature in Christ and He will do great things through you.
Your persevering heart will bring you far!
Ms. CMJ, a final year biz student.
Thank God for your serving spirit.
You have much to offer to God and He will definitely use you greatly.
So don't look down on yourself as the King of Kings believes in you!
Ms. AXH, a final year computer engine student.
Your silent support in the caregroup and your presence is much undervalued.
Just want to say that you will not be forgotten, because you have been making God your priority.
Be strong and courageous, God is awaiting to use you for greater tasks.
Ms. TKM, a first year chemistry major.
The newest addition to the caregroup.
I want to affirm you for taking this plunge of faith and I can really see that you are maturing in God.
Continue to grow day by day, God will reveal His plans for you real soon!
Mr. MS, a second year fine arts major in NIE.
A great friend to talk to and one which great talents as well.
I know coming to this new ministry has not been easy, but know that God will see you through every single season of your life.
Mr. SK, first year biz major.
A friend that I have know since our army days and one with a talent for crapping.
I know it's not an easy walk for you so far and I want to affirm you for sticking through with God.
Continue to seek His face, have faith and conquer your doubts.
Also, know that you are not in this race alone, we are all here with you till the end.
Ms. TG, first year biz major.
An awesome friend and excellent listener.
Thank you for taking all the crap I have thrown at you so far.
We have know each other for barely a year but yet we have gone through much.
You cannot discount the fact that you have been such a true and real friend.
We may have drifted in distance but God has preserved this friendship.
Mr. NCW, a first year physics major.
Thanks for allowing me to be part of your life.
Although it wasn't much that we have shared, but I truly thank you for your spirit.
Continue to serve him and know that He adds to you more and more each day.
Ms. SQP, a first year biz major.
It was a privilege to have share a part of my life with you, even though it was short.
You truly have a great spirit for God and continue to seek His face.
You may be pleasantly surprised by Him.
Mr. YJH, a second year electrical engine major.
Thanks for being my leader and a great friend.
One that picks me up with your words that speak so aptly into my life.
Your life is truly an inspiration!
Win the world for Him!
Mr. LJL, a first year arts and social science undergraduate.
Thanks for being a mentor and a friend.
You are one that literally lays his life down for his sheep.
Continue to lead a life that exudes Christ!
Ms. TRX, a third year aerospace engine major.
Thanks for being a leader in God's kingdom.
Also, for your encouraging words and affirmation.
Continue to follow after Him.
Ms. TSH, a final year maths major in NIE.
Thanks for being an advisor and a great and bubbly sister-in-Christ.
I am truly blessed by your presence in NYC!
So much more people to affirm, but I can't seem to say more.
I just wanna thank each and everyone of you for your lives.
God has place all of you around me for a reason.
Thank God for each and everyone of you!
Friday, February 13, 2009
-1:38 AM
Me: Hey! What is it that You truly want?
God: I do not need anything from you, really.
Me: I don't know what to do anymore.
God: Why do you keep thinking that you have to do things?
Don't you know that I really don't care about what you can do for me?
Me: What do You mean? I am like so chui right now, can't You see?
God: Really? You think you're chui? Think about your CG, fellow brothers and sisters.
Is there really nothing you can give thanks for? Look closely...
You always wanted to give up, but have you ever give it up and why not?
You feel that you don't feel encouraged, but have you gone to the point where no
words was uttered to you? Don't you realise that you are thinking more of what you
need to do than who you're serving? Can't you see that I don't care about what you
do because I love you the way you are and nothing you do can change that?
Sunday, February 8, 2009
-1:48 AM
Ephesians 4:11-13
It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
Some may be talented and skilled in certain areas.
Some are given the gift of the gap.
Some are people-oriented.
There are the flashy ones.
There are the ones with substance.
There are the silent supports.
There are those who seem to counsel.
The Cristiano Ronaldos....every team needs a star-studded player
The Paul Scholes....every team needs a player that is contributes with his skills
The Darren Fletchers...every team needs a willing player
The John O'Sheas....every team needs a Jack-of-all-trades
Monday, January 19, 2009
-6:21 PM
Ecclesiastes 3:1-11
A Time for Everything
There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
What does the worker gain from his toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on men. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.Yes, I kinda felt left out but yet I know I am not ready for it.
I must come to realise that it is not a race between me and my peers, but a battle with the evil one for the souls of men.
I feel tired, because the efforts in the past few months was put in due to a desire to climb higher and fruits doesn't seem to come. My answer to You now is "I GIVE UP!", I am giving up this desire to rise up and it doesn't to matter anymore whether I get to have a chance to lead. I want to have this renewed desire to serve and not caring whether there's fruits or not.
I am open to You, please come in.
I am nothing without You.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
-2:48 AM
Proverbs 14:30
A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.